Caroline Flack committed suicide last week a few months after being charged with assault against her boyfriend.
The television host’s family has now published an unseen message written by Flack before her death. However, she was not allowed to post it while she was alive.
The Eastern Daily Press in Norfolk published the entire post. It read, “For a lot of people, being arrested for common assault is an extreme way to have some sort of spiritual awakening but for me it’s become the normal. I’ve been pressing the snooze button on many stresses in my life – for my whole life.”
Flack further added, “I’ve accepted shame and toxic opinions on my life for over 10 years and yet told myself it’s all part of my job. No complaining.The problem with brushing things under the carpet is …. they are still there and one day someone is going to lift that carpet up and all you are going to feel is shame and embarrassment.”
Referring to the assault charges, she wrote, “Within 24 hours my whole world and future was swept from under my feet and all the walls that I had taken so long to build around me, collapsed. I am suddenly on a different kind of stage and everyone is watching it happen.”
The former Love Island host also said, “I have always taken responsibility for what happened that night. Even on the night. But the truth is …. It was an accident.”
Adding that she had been having “some sort of emotional breakdown for a very long time. But I am NOT a domestic abuser.”
“We had an argument and an accident happened,” she continued. “An accident. The blood that someone SOLD to a newspaper was MY blood and that was something very sad and very personal.”
“The reason I am talking today is because my family can’t take anymore. I’ve lost my job. My home. My ability to speak. And the truth has been taken out of my hands and used as entertainment. I can’t spend every day hidden away being told not to say or speak to anyone. I’m not thinking about ‘how I’m going to get my career back.’ I’m thinking about how I’m going to get mine and my family’s life back,” she concluded.
Reports state Caroline Flack’s death was a suicide.
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